Diary

27th April 2012
Today I slept in late because I slept at 4am yesterday night. Me and my housemates are staying up watching the movie regarding Facebook. It was a nice movie but there was a lot of dialogues for each characters and there are no subtitle for that movie. Anyway, we didn't manage to finish the movie as most of us are tired yesterday and two out of four of us slept at the beginning of the movie. So sad....

I planned to go to the library to borrow the book regarding C++ today but since I woke up late I didn't bother to go to the library. I didn't even get to study FM paper and I was lazy to do anything. Moreover, my jobless situation really is depressing and no one even reply any of my application. I applied for more job through Jobmine but no one contacted me. Do I still need to put hopes in it or should I listen to my mom and go back to Malaysia??? Really lost here....

Cedric decided to cook something different today. He cooked ABC soup and the large proportion will last us three days I think. But I still prefer soup that tasted a little salty and more ingredients. Maybe I should add some salt tomorrow.

I wrote this while listening to Big Windup episode 4 The Play. I really enjoy watching this anime and it doesn't ever bored me although I already memorize the plot and the setting. I like it when Mihashi pitched. It make me feels that as long as I work hard then I will be able to get some satisfaction. Although things don't always work out the way I want it to but that means that I can still work hard for it. Fun har?

My results are releasing one by one. I was a little depress with my results but I guess I deserved what I got because I did not managed to put it all in this semester. It is my first work term and I was distracted by some movie, anime and manga. I know I should stop this and focus on my education more. I need to pull it back to my normal study etiquette. I am not losing to any of them anymore. No more...

From Big Windup I learned that we need to focus on the future, concentrate on the present and think back to the past in order to activate our brain. This way I can improve my concentration and my will power. I am going to sit for my FM paper in August no matter what and this time I am going to pass the exam in one go. No more failing as every paper is expensive and most of them are going forward faster and faster. I don't want to lose out no matter what.

I need to learn C++, SQL, SPSS, Excel, Access and some other software program to improve myself. Let's set a rule. I must write this diary everyday and if I didn't do it I will need to minus CAD5 from my daily allowance. I also must study for FM paper and I definitely will not lose to any of them anymore.

Work hard and study hard. I will achieved what I planned in life and I must take responsibility for my own life. Work Hard snownovel....