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28th April 2012
Today I finally get to MSN with mom. I don't know what I should do amount my current situation. Of course I wanted a job in Canada and I wanted a job in IBM so badly that I apply for almost all the intern position that IBM offered. But until now, none reply me. I did go online and apply for more intern position in Malaysia Insurance company but I really don't know how long will it take them to view my resume and cover letter.

To be honest, actually I am someone that enjoys a quite life. I wanted to have a space where I can do my own things without worrying about other people constantly observing me. That is why I actually don't like other people sleeping in my room. Once or twice is fine by me but if someone other than Yng was to share the same bed with me and to share the same privacy space with me is not so comfortable with me. I don't recall talking so much when I am with Syuhada and Yng. I do talk to them but it won't be something boring and only concern myself. To me, if I were to really relax around a person, then I can just stay silent besides them without any concern. But after Syuhada, I really could not find another friend that can actually make me that relax and be myself. Syu I really miss you.....

I managed to study some FM today. Maybe the materials are something that I learned before so I find it easy to understand and not so boring to read but I still can't concentrate well so I really need to train my brain to concentrate more.

My housemate are talking about going to some of the classes on Monday and I also want to join some classes to get a head start on what I will be taking next academic term. Stat 330, 331, Actsc 232, 372 and also Chem 123. I'm considering about Computer Science but I don't know what subject that I can take after CS116. Maybe I should go for CS136 before I proceed further but then how many term that I still have.....

I said I would begin with C++ program but is it something that I need to download or something that I can just use from Scheme and Python??? Guess that needs more research.

Please please please, I need a job fast. I really don't want to be the only unemployed internship student... I guess I will really cry but believe in the Secret. I can do it. I will definitely get a job within this week and it will be a Canada job that I waited for a long time. Believe in my myself and keep on releasing this wave. Oh, I also need to get ready for interview as well. I don't want the same thing to happen again where I was offered an interview but I screwed it up because of lack of preparation and confident.

That's it for today, I will need to really finish off Chapter 1 of FM and also C++ and try applying for more job!!! Good luck. Gambate!!!